Why Bother? I tell myself I am speaking up for those who can't. I tell myself that God gave me this gift not for my own purpose but for His works to be done. I tell myself of course there will be haters. But none of that makes it any easier. Especially not when that hate and judgement is the same voice I have fought against my entire life.
Be reasonable with your choices. If you can't see yourself wanting to do it tomorrow, don't plan for it.