Until I could admit that I had been wrong, living a lie and allowing it to affect my own daughter, I couldn't get anywhere in life. Not spiritually, anyway.
Before my husband and I decided to create life, become a family and grow together as a unit we never really talked about all that comes with having a child. To be fair we didn't know were to start. Parenting is something that you learn as you go. We thought it was enough to read a few baby books, work, save, sleep then repeat.
Truth is, sometimes these mini vacations aren't an option, sometimes we need a way out during the thick of the moment.
"She's going to be okay, don't worry your gramma is alright." I believed it because anything else was unacceptable.